Thursday, February 28, 2013
When do you feel your sexiest?
About an hour and 45 minutes into my 2 hour workout, when I have sweat pouring down my face, my clothes are stuck to my body cuz they're soaking wet, and my muscles are screaming for mercy.
Wow, this answer would have been TOTALLY different a few months ago. I pretty much never feel sexy. But lately, with all the changes going on with my body, the above really IS the best answer right now.
Confession time - Sometimes, I can't keep my hands off myself. I find myself feeling myself up a lot lately! :P It's amazing to feel muscles in places where there was nothing but blubber before. Now, don't get me wrong, there's still a substantial layer of "fluff" covering these muscles, but I can feel them now. I can feel bones now. I forgot what that was like, it's been so long. My rings spin 'round and 'round my fingers now. Soon, I'll be afraid of them falling off. (The last time I lost a substantial amount of weight, for my sister's wedding, my wedding rings used to fall off constantly! I finally had to stop wearing them, and got a plain gold band to wear every day.) My shoes are all too big, which is pretty hilarious! And, don't get me started on my bras! I have mine on the last (tightest) hooks, and the straps are as tight as they'll go. Thankfully, I have a drawer full of really pretty Victoria's Secret bras from the last time I was thinner, although most are too "sexy" for every day, so usually I stick to my too-big collection. It does make me giggle sometimes, though, to know that under my plain ol' every day shirt is a rockin' bra!
Now, as great as this all sounds, there is a downside to this weight loss. One I KNEW would be coming. My face is always the first place I lose weight (along with my hands, feet and boobs). And now, without all the padding, my face is looking old! Every little line and wrinkle shows!! People have always told me how young I look for my age, and how I haven't changed a bit over the years, blah, blah, blah. Yeah, well, I always said it was because the fat in my face kept it looking smooth! Now, not so much. =( But, I guess that's the trade off, huh? Hopefully, soon, people will be too busy checking out my booty to notice my wrinkles, right? Haha!
One a different note, my mom, sister and I got a few things accomplished for my dad's party. My sister and I decided on centerpieces, and my mother and I went and finalized the menu. Woo hoo!! Now, my sister and I have to put the centerpieces together, which shouldn't be too bad. I also have to make the labels for the favors and put those together.
This is what will be served at the party:
Sausage and Peppers
Baked Ham with Pineapple
Stuffed Peppers (stuffed with rice and ricotta cheese, with a white sauce)
Broccoli (sauteed in olive oil with garlic, covered in breadcrumbs and Parmesan cheese)
Green Beans Almondine
Tossed Green Salad
There will be platters of bruschetta on each table for everyone to munch on until my dad arrives. And, of course, there will be the killer sweet table I told you about the other day. How does this menu sound to you? Well, besides excessive. We Italians ONLY know how to do excessive, sorry. ;-)
Well, the giant pot of 4-bean chili simmering on the stove smells too good to ignore any longer. Guess I'll call Stud up for dinner! Enjoy your evening!
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